penah x....

huh........................ari yang penuh ngan cabaran...bukan hanya dari mental but fizikal..heheeeh almaklumla bulan pose yang mulia ni...but still it's not an emcumbrance nway......meh la nak kongsi ckit pe yang ak buat 2day...oooooooooooooo aku dapat khabar berita yang xberapa syok nak dgr la.........makcik ak admitted.coz of cancer.............sampai2 sna je... ak tgk dier bed ridden jer...lemah, xberdaya n as if da world has come to an end....bt still seeing her children n husband who keep waitin n b besider her makes me somehow envy n wonder.......how patience they are...:)......dat is what L.O.V.E is all about aite.......... if it was me...will i be able to act calm .... yeah going thru da same thing everyday instead i might be crying n cant even focus on my life....ak salute rrrr cousins n uncle ak..................penah x korang ase pe yang ak ase...?penah x korang ase yang kadang2 korang xmampu nak hadapi sesuatu benda 2......?kerana, kerana ape...takut akan ujian2 yang kiter akan hadapi sepanjang menempuh dugaan itu..btol x....n kter tkut kter xcukup kuat untuk menerima keputusannya....but then, if u look back........after all uve been thru n think of u will feel "i cant believe dat i manage to conquer what fear da most n worst that might happn"...........mak aku penah ckp .....sape2 pon akan pkr benda yang sama iaitu "................ak xrasa ak mampu hadapi kalo aku tempat ko..."........... tapi once ko dah berda dlm situasi yang sama nak x nak ko terpaksa gak fit in ngan situasi tu...."...

kadang2 banyak benda sebenarnya manusia takut nak hadapi......percYAlah...tapi satu benda yang pasti dan kter kena hadapi ialah M.A.T.I. dari mana kter datng ke situ jugalah kter akan kembali....btol x.........cuma ble......hanya DIA yang tahu...........

btw: pe yang belajar today : pape yang kter buat kter kena ikhlas, tawakal, berserah kepada ALLAH... then kter kena percaya yang setiap benda ynag berlaku dalam kehidupan semuanya mempunyai hikmah dan tujuan disebaliknya...

"Good comes with the bad"......~~~~

ntah!

heheheh......permulaan yang baik aite...ntah............agaknye ntah ape ak nak tulis pun aku xtau cume ase cam nak tulis sumthing..saje coz dah lama xupdtae blog...frankly speaking, am soooo not a good writer...am not gud in expressing my feelings, console ppl(even those who i love, my family)..i tried but am not capable of doing dat...kay la...xdpt nak update lf..off to some place.ciao.............

am scared ..............

ooooooooo..big day huh? i guess...i hav list to-do, to buy- yet dunna wher n when shalll i start but i think i hv to start now to avoid procrastination...........n congested...hahah in my own traffic jam?hahahah...

argh!!!!!!!!!!perot wat hal la

wah!!!!!!!manic monday!!!!!!!troublesome...havin sleepless nytes n for a week am suffering from stomache......yesterday. went to my cousin's wed in kuantan...undeniable da foods!!thumbs UP!!&hearts:-yay thought of wants to add sumore but full alredi....... so it cud be dat since i ate a lot yesterday.. today sakit peroot:(.now around 1.15pm sittin in front of lappy.... eating n thinkin' what shud i write in my report so dat it reaches 20 pages..hoho so far alredi hav ar0und 8 pages.... 12 pages to go..my target is to finish my report within this 2 weeks..n left sum of plces blank..didnt get any info yet so far.....

ppl said "an apple a day keeps da doc away"?? reli????hahaha duno....is't red or green apple?hahaham eatin' da green one.. but accord to da magzine it's better for those who r on diet.. plus, its act not good for those who stil studyin'..this is what ive read from most of magzines...newspaper....health pamplet(???).till then c ya!!!

it's a "free" day

yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it's a FREE day.....................y wud i say "free"???????me maself didnt noe...
it juz came out so I wrote n named it......but today was a blast...i reli had fun n njoy hang out wif ma gurls.hahaha few days earlier it was a STATIC day but today was a hectic....hahahaha i did sumthing wic not on purpose..lets juz say accidentally....remp-it....n to my surprise ma gal did ask me diz kind of questions dat makes me wonder....y out of sudden...karaoke?swimming n bla..bla...bla... can hardly rmember...its juz too many.sory beb ..questions answered wif question..
told me dat mybe wana start a new lyfe...i admit:))...no more boring, static, feeling blue n gloomy al da time...enterin' a new stage in my lyfe &hearts HAPPINESS. hahah it keeps me alive n how shud i say... mmmmmm energetic. thinkin' of what happened now, diz 3 months naahhh buzy lyfe.... easily get tired n lifeless.

BUT today!!! al my hard work been paid.haha epiness surround me, helping friends even makes me epier n havin fam here wen I reli nid sumone to console me makes me more grateful.. so, cheer up! and seize ur day..no doubt n not a waste of time makin urself epi..if it's work out 4 me... so do YOU! luv u

a gud start!

a gud start.... tajuk pertamaku...

slama ni ak asyik bertangguh2 je nak wat blog....dulu penah ader la but dat was years ago...zero xingt pape.....ak dok hebah2 kat org2 terdekat la nie baru dpt write ...ooooo no,no,no, create my own blog.....nape title die "lil' timy n spacy"?? i guess it's not about expressing what i feel but more to share sumthing.....